Yes, I am going there!
I can’t help it, this is what I do when I’m not feeling too great, all I can focus on is what is lacking in my life. It’s a ridiculous habit, I am so blessed in so many parts of my life, I have an amazing family, awesome friends, a great work lifestyle, but yep, I am single & I hate it! Fact.
I was madly in love & he broke my heart, no shattered it. Since then all I seem to attract or be attracted to are douche bags or guys far to young for me. I’m not even kidding, I met a guy on Saturday night who was all over me, asked for my number, text me that night before he went to bed, text me all day Sunday & Monday. Monday afternoon he asks to take me out (via text), I was in the dentist so didn’t reply straight away between his first text of asking me out & me not replying (it had only been 20 mins) he text me again asking if I was single? I laughed and was like “Yes I am single. Are you?” Thinking he has to be he is the one asking me out, he replies “I’m not going to lie, but no 😦 I’m not married though so it’s up to you?” I mean IS HE KIDDING? Since when was that ok? Yes he was good looking but no one is THAT good looking, that it is OK for you to cheat on your girlfriend! My reply?! “Wait you are kidding right? lol. I think I will pass, being the ‘other’ woman isn’t really my style”. What a douche! I guess that is Essex for you.
I’m not going to lie, I have standards and a lot of things bug me about guys so me being single has a lot to do with that & I don’t give a lot of guys the time of day. Actually this makes me sound a bit stuck up. I’m really not, if you knew me you’d know.
All this being said, I am alone on a Friday night & wish I wasn’t, so I am going to indulge in some self pity, pour myself a glass of vino & watch re runs of sex and the city. Wow, I think I am the coolest blogger around! (Please sense the sarcasm).