I seem to have got into a habit of posting videos of songs to help me explain the post better…today is no different.
I’ve spent the last few days really up and down…I won’t bore you with a lot of the details but somethings came up to the surface, and I feel like I have lost who I am, what my dreams are or not lost them so much that they have changed and it scares me. This song came on when I was on the treadmil this morning…(I thought I’d throw that in as it’s been a while since I have actually been in a gym & on a treadmill) but I am glad I did!
This weekend I went out on the limb and told a guy I cannot stop thinking about how I felt. I guess it was kind of brave…although I have had no response. NOTHING. I had to get it out there, because if I didn’t I would be wondering ‘what if’ my entire life, and I’m 27 now, it’s time to stop with the what ifs….so in other news I wrote out 10 prayers/ wishes on Friday night and burnt them at midnight on 1st March…as you can imagine there was a big theme…which I think is why I feel even more aware of my feelings…I don’t know. I’m waffling- those who actually read this – I am sorry I am getting to the point….
I hope the lesson/message to share is, always follow your heart, even if it scares you, it makes you feel vulnerable, causes tears to fall…it’s all part of your journey, your path.
Find the courage within yourself to say what it is you really want.
With Love. EJ xo